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♣ The name's Zanny... which means adventurous, crazy... ♣ Still considering what permanent job I want for the rest of my life. ♣ Loves: Wolves, dogs, MY cello, looking at clouds, My family and... you know who you are. ♣ Hates: Backstabbers? people who talk without using their brains first? you get the point. ♣ Dreams of: Having a 9-5 job that pays well. Have my own house where i can provide a living heaven for my dogs. Live a peaceful life with those i hold dear to. Have a family. Die peacefully. ♣ I'm just an ordinary girl, living in a extraordinary world. Longing for time to myself where i can just sit down with my dogs by my side, sipping tea and looking at the clouds drift by. ♣ I hate pain and am really sensitive to pain. Hates people randomly slapping me, I don't care whether it's a light pat or a tight slap. ♣ I'm very anti social and hates the effort of reconnecting with people. It doesn't mean I don't care or I've forgotten them though... Just call me and i WILL be there for you. ♣ It's just that, It hurts to know that there's a distance and we won't be as close as we used to. Sigh, I really wish college could last forever. I had my closest high school friends as my housemates and i found the best friends i could only dream of. And i found you. ♣ I think too much. I wake up from my dreams crying sometimes. Sometimes because of a friend. Might be my family or even you. I cry and get depressed when I'm drunk. I'm just weird. sorry. ♣♣ Like an instrument for a song - Like the sun for tomorrow's dawn - Every moment of time's just an answer to find - What you're here for, what you breathe for - What you wake for, What you bleed for. Tagboard
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Thursday, January 5, 2012
, 7:47:00 AM
⇨The things i wanted to tell you.
I wanted to tell you, i had a great time with my cousin.
I wanted to tell you about lunch. And how we got lost finding the restaurant.
I wanted to tell you how weird my uncle was, arranging timings when i went out with my cousin.
I was gonna laugh at how me and my cousin sat in front of that bookshop while i told her about DW.
I was gonna tell you how i got lost while driving.
I was gonna coo about feeding Ivan oranges and how he didn't even growl at my cousin.
I was gonna tell you how i managed to get my cousin so interested in DW that she followed me home just to read it.
I was gonna tell you that my dad just bought mangosteens for me today.
And how much i wanted to go KL and celebrate eva's birthday.
How i feel so trapped up in Ipoh.
And how frustrated i am that you're not here.
I was going to tell you everything, but why did we end up like this, again?
My heart really hurt when you ended the call.
I'm sorry it ended up like this. |