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♣ The name's Zanny... which means adventurous, crazy... ♣ Still considering what permanent job I want for the rest of my life. ♣ Loves: Wolves, dogs, MY cello, looking at clouds, My family and... you know who you are. ♣ Hates: Backstabbers? people who talk without using their brains first? you get the point. ♣ Dreams of: Having a 9-5 job that pays well. Have my own house where i can provide a living heaven for my dogs. Live a peaceful life with those i hold dear to. Have a family. Die peacefully. ♣ I'm just an ordinary girl, living in a extraordinary world. Longing for time to myself where i can just sit down with my dogs by my side, sipping tea and looking at the clouds drift by. ♣ I hate pain and am really sensitive to pain. Hates people randomly slapping me, I don't care whether it's a light pat or a tight slap. ♣ I'm very anti social and hates the effort of reconnecting with people. It doesn't mean I don't care or I've forgotten them though... Just call me and i WILL be there for you. ♣ It's just that, It hurts to know that there's a distance and we won't be as close as we used to. Sigh, I really wish college could last forever. I had my closest high school friends as my housemates and i found the best friends i could only dream of. And i found you. ♣ I think too much. I wake up from my dreams crying sometimes. Sometimes because of a friend. Might be my family or even you. I cry and get depressed when I'm drunk. I'm just weird. sorry. ♣♣ Like an instrument for a song - Like the sun for tomorrow's dawn - Every moment of time's just an answer to find - What you're here for, what you breathe for - What you wake for, What you bleed for. Tagboard
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Tuesday, September 13, 2011
, 1:24:00 AM
⇨I need to get outta here.
ok, so I'm really starting to feel it. Everyone is leaving for somewhere soon. It kinda sucks, this lonely feeling. Knowing that everyone now has their own path to follow and knowing those good old times we had are gone now. And sooner or later, everyone will be so busy with their own problems that we'll eventually stop communicating and eventually we turn from friends to strangers. But the worst feeling ever is not knowing what is waiting for me in the future? What will i be doing 5 years from now? Where will I be? Will i be working? Will there be a recession leaving most people including me jobless? Will i fall out of uni?
And I might be stuck in malaysia. Not a very bad idea but still... Oh well. Gotta think of the future. Zzz... urgh, i feel like a grown up ALREADY. =.= not good...
Anyway, to all my friends going overseas soon. I will miss you guys so so much!!! Must have a lot of skype video chats and fb teasing ok? This really sucks.
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