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♣ The name's Zanny... which means adventurous, crazy... ♣ Still considering what permanent job I want for the rest of my life. ♣ Loves: Wolves, dogs, MY cello, looking at clouds, My family and... you know who you are. ♣ Hates: Backstabbers? people who talk without using their brains first? you get the point. ♣ Dreams of: Having a 9-5 job that pays well. Have my own house where i can provide a living heaven for my dogs. Live a peaceful life with those i hold dear to. Have a family. Die peacefully. ♣ I'm just an ordinary girl, living in a extraordinary world. Longing for time to myself where i can just sit down with my dogs by my side, sipping tea and looking at the clouds drift by. ♣ I hate pain and am really sensitive to pain. Hates people randomly slapping me, I don't care whether it's a light pat or a tight slap. ♣ I'm very anti social and hates the effort of reconnecting with people. It doesn't mean I don't care or I've forgotten them though... Just call me and i WILL be there for you. ♣ It's just that, It hurts to know that there's a distance and we won't be as close as we used to. Sigh, I really wish college could last forever. I had my closest high school friends as my housemates and i found the best friends i could only dream of. And i found you. ♣ I think too much. I wake up from my dreams crying sometimes. Sometimes because of a friend. Might be my family or even you. I cry and get depressed when I'm drunk. I'm just weird. sorry. ♣♣ Like an instrument for a song - Like the sun for tomorrow's dawn - Every moment of time's just an answer to find - What you're here for, what you breathe for - What you wake for, What you bleed for. Tagboard
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Saturday, July 30, 2011
, 8:29:00 AM
⇨Oh god. ![]() I have a sudden desperate urge to re-link with my cello. And it's 11.32 p.m . Good. Come to think of it, it's been months... if not years since I man handled my beloved baby. ='( That one thing that was once so important to me. My best friend, lover and my whole world. And yet, I just left him there. How could i? Left in a lonely corner of my deserted bedroom... This will not do. Nope! Although this is going to make my fingers sore like shit. I will take him out... and play him once again! Oh yeah... can't wait... =3 Hopefully this urge can last till tomorrow... Gah! At least I'm keeping myself occupied. It really sucks being the one who's waiting the whole time. Constantly checking my phone and waiting and checking. It's really tiring. Oh yeah. Fresh home-made durian muffins anyone? |