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♣ The name's Zanny... which means adventurous, crazy... ♣ Still considering what permanent job I want for the rest of my life. ♣ Loves: Wolves, dogs, MY cello, looking at clouds, My family and... you know who you are. ♣ Hates: Backstabbers? people who talk without using their brains first? you get the point. ♣ Dreams of: Having a 9-5 job that pays well. Have my own house where i can provide a living heaven for my dogs. Live a peaceful life with those i hold dear to. Have a family. Die peacefully. ♣ I'm just an ordinary girl, living in a extraordinary world. Longing for time to myself where i can just sit down with my dogs by my side, sipping tea and looking at the clouds drift by. ♣ I hate pain and am really sensitive to pain. Hates people randomly slapping me, I don't care whether it's a light pat or a tight slap. ♣ I'm very anti social and hates the effort of reconnecting with people. It doesn't mean I don't care or I've forgotten them though... Just call me and i WILL be there for you. ♣ It's just that, It hurts to know that there's a distance and we won't be as close as we used to. Sigh, I really wish college could last forever. I had my closest high school friends as my housemates and i found the best friends i could only dream of. And i found you. ♣ I think too much. I wake up from my dreams crying sometimes. Sometimes because of a friend. Might be my family or even you. I cry and get depressed when I'm drunk. I'm just weird. sorry. ♣♣ Like an instrument for a song - Like the sun for tomorrow's dawn - Every moment of time's just an answer to find - What you're here for, what you breathe for - What you wake for, What you bleed for. Tagboard
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Thursday, April 14, 2011
, 7:50:00 AM
⇨The first time i saw, i had not the slightest idea that you would mean so much to me in the mere future. memories?!?! =) i miss my childhood times... when everything was much simpler and the only problems i had was choosing channels on the tv to watch. Ah, the good ol' times... =)I wish i'm where you are. Oh well.Just realised that today is thursday. I've been home for a week already, and i only have 3 days left. =( It's kinda sad. Whenever i think about my parents. I hate the thought of leaving them all the time. I know it's stupid, since i've been doing it for a year and 4 months now. But still. There's always this part of you that wants to stay at home, with the warmth of your parents. Although we might never be on good terms or understand each other all the time, They are still family, and they are probably the only one's in the world you know you can trust 200% with, even if it will cost you your life. They will protect us from any danger. |