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♣ The name's Zanny... which means adventurous, crazy...
♣ Still considering what permanent job I want for the rest of my life.
♣ Loves: Wolves, dogs, MY cello, looking at clouds, My family and... you know who you are.
♣ Hates: Backstabbers? people who talk without using their brains first? you get the point.
♣ Dreams of: Having a 9-5 job that pays well. Have my own house where i can provide a living heaven for my dogs. Live a peaceful life with those i hold dear to. Have a family. Die peacefully.
♣ I'm just an ordinary girl, living in a extraordinary world. Longing for time to myself where i can just sit down with my dogs by my side, sipping tea and looking at the clouds drift by.
♣ I hate pain and am really sensitive to pain. Hates people randomly slapping me, I don't care whether it's a light pat or a tight slap.
♣ I'm very anti social and hates the effort of reconnecting with people. It doesn't mean I don't care or I've forgotten them though... Just call me and i WILL be there for you.
♣ It's just that, It hurts to know that there's a distance and we won't be as close as we used to. Sigh, I really wish college could last forever. I had my closest high school friends as my housemates and i found the best friends i could only dream of. And i found you.
♣ I think too much. I wake up from my dreams crying sometimes. Sometimes because of a friend. Might be my family or even you. I cry and get depressed when I'm drunk. I'm just weird. sorry.


♣♣ Like an instrument for a song
- Like the sun for tomorrow's dawn
- Every moment of time's just an answer to find
- What you're here for, what you breathe for
- What you wake for, What you bleed for.

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Tuesday, April 12, 2011 , 6:28:00 AM

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I miss you so so much.
I miss waking up in the morning,where you'd squish me and hide your head between my neck.
I miss waking up to you holding out a toothbrush with toothpaste on top already.
I miss getting dressed and asking each other what's for brunch?
I miss walking out with my hand in yours while your arm rest on my shoulder.
I miss the times we tease each other.
I miss the random hugs and kisses. Where i'd smile out of control when i see you.
I miss cramming together on the bed while reading manga. =)
I miss lying next to you when it's time to sleep and you'd ask me to rest my head on your shoulder.
I miss secretly making ******** and you'd complain afterwards, while i look at them in pride.
I miss you complaining how i get so hot and you can't stand it yet you don't want to budge.
I miss waking up in the middle of the night and seeing you there.
I miss the time when we'd hug each other at the same time while half asleep.
And i miss going through the process again and again, everyday.
I haven't puffed my cheek's in a while, and it's all your fault!
This pufferfish ain't gonna puff up till it see's a goldfish. lol.



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