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♣ The name's Zanny... which means adventurous, crazy...
♣ Still considering what permanent job I want for the rest of my life.
♣ Loves: Wolves, dogs, MY cello, looking at clouds, My family and... you know who you are.
♣ Hates: Backstabbers? people who talk without using their brains first? you get the point.
♣ Dreams of: Having a 9-5 job that pays well. Have my own house where i can provide a living heaven for my dogs. Live a peaceful life with those i hold dear to. Have a family. Die peacefully.
♣ I'm just an ordinary girl, living in a extraordinary world. Longing for time to myself where i can just sit down with my dogs by my side, sipping tea and looking at the clouds drift by.
♣ I hate pain and am really sensitive to pain. Hates people randomly slapping me, I don't care whether it's a light pat or a tight slap.
♣ I'm very anti social and hates the effort of reconnecting with people. It doesn't mean I don't care or I've forgotten them though... Just call me and i WILL be there for you.
♣ It's just that, It hurts to know that there's a distance and we won't be as close as we used to. Sigh, I really wish college could last forever. I had my closest high school friends as my housemates and i found the best friends i could only dream of. And i found you.
♣ I think too much. I wake up from my dreams crying sometimes. Sometimes because of a friend. Might be my family or even you. I cry and get depressed when I'm drunk. I'm just weird. sorry.


♣♣ Like an instrument for a song
- Like the sun for tomorrow's dawn
- Every moment of time's just an answer to find
- What you're here for, what you breathe for
- What you wake for, What you bleed for.

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Wednesday, March 2, 2011 , 12:54:00 AM

Waiting and waiting was all i did. Last time.
Now, i'm gonna kick you out of my thoughts and set myself free!

To me, i have given you more than enough time.
Why bother anymore. You're scared it does not work out, you're not willing to try.
You're hesitant that i am the one, that proves a solid point.
you ignore the fact that i'm leaving you.
You're avoiding the problem by running away and acting as if nothing's happening.
You're not fooling anyone but yourself?

You don't want to talk, you don't want to discuss things, you don't want to sort it out.
You don't want to commit, you don't want to move on, you linger on coz you're scared of falling.

I am officially speechless.
I took the plunge for you, you let me down.
Now you dare ask me for more time?
Maybe you were right. We weren't meant to be.



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