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♣ The name's Zanny... which means adventurous, crazy...
♣ Still considering what permanent job I want for the rest of my life.
♣ Loves: Wolves, dogs, MY cello, looking at clouds, My family and... you know who you are.
♣ Hates: Backstabbers? people who talk without using their brains first? you get the point.
♣ Dreams of: Having a 9-5 job that pays well. Have my own house where i can provide a living heaven for my dogs. Live a peaceful life with those i hold dear to. Have a family. Die peacefully.
♣ I'm just an ordinary girl, living in a extraordinary world. Longing for time to myself where i can just sit down with my dogs by my side, sipping tea and looking at the clouds drift by.
♣ I hate pain and am really sensitive to pain. Hates people randomly slapping me, I don't care whether it's a light pat or a tight slap.
♣ I'm very anti social and hates the effort of reconnecting with people. It doesn't mean I don't care or I've forgotten them though... Just call me and i WILL be there for you.
♣ It's just that, It hurts to know that there's a distance and we won't be as close as we used to. Sigh, I really wish college could last forever. I had my closest high school friends as my housemates and i found the best friends i could only dream of. And i found you.
♣ I think too much. I wake up from my dreams crying sometimes. Sometimes because of a friend. Might be my family or even you. I cry and get depressed when I'm drunk. I'm just weird. sorry.
♣♣ Like an instrument for a song
- Like the sun for tomorrow's dawn
- Every moment of time's just an answer to find
- What you're here for, what you breathe for
- What you wake for, What you bleed for.
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Sunday, March 6, 2011
, 12:09:00 AM
⇨Pure love produces pure nonsense
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I guess i figured it out. For me, it was harder to let go than to wait. And nobody could ever tell you whether something is worth it or not, only you would know yourself.
I guess relationships should be kept to be between two and only two people only. Nobody would understand anybody else's problems except the one who is having those problems, especially problems related to relationships... =X
But most importantly,
To melissa: I'm so sorry that i disappointed you. And worst of all, i wasn't able to comfort you when you were down. useless me. I really want to thank you for always being there for me and encouraging me still even if i chose otherwise, although not pleasingly, It was still nice to know that you'd still stick by me. Also, you really have to drill it into your head that we will always be there for you. And that you can always treat us as your problem trashcan. And also, you don't need to avoid us for lunch and all... =( it feels so... wrong when you're not there... You made carlmann, eva and me emo that day. >( Cannot lo! you'd better start joining us again!
To Carlmann: Congratulations!!! =D Actually you didn't have to hide it from me. I'm trully happy for you larh! Been waiting for it to happen for ages one! =) I also want to thank you larh. For always being there too... and understanding... and encouraging... =) Thank you so so much!
To eva: THANK YOU also! for the comforting and encouragement. But not, NOT, for always bullying me ='( always bully me... T___T anyway... I hope you can get through your problems and find the best solution for yourself... =) as you always tell me... as long as you're happy, I as a friend would support you no matter what. =)
Last but not least. To jackass: Sorry for the 180 degree change... =P Other than that... no words needed... =3