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♣ The name's Zanny... which means adventurous, crazy...
♣ Still considering what permanent job I want for the rest of my life.
♣ Loves: Wolves, dogs, MY cello, looking at clouds, My family and... you know who you are.
♣ Hates: Backstabbers? people who talk without using their brains first? you get the point.
♣ Dreams of: Having a 9-5 job that pays well. Have my own house where i can provide a living heaven for my dogs. Live a peaceful life with those i hold dear to. Have a family. Die peacefully.
♣ I'm just an ordinary girl, living in a extraordinary world. Longing for time to myself where i can just sit down with my dogs by my side, sipping tea and looking at the clouds drift by.
♣ I hate pain and am really sensitive to pain. Hates people randomly slapping me, I don't care whether it's a light pat or a tight slap.
♣ I'm very anti social and hates the effort of reconnecting with people. It doesn't mean I don't care or I've forgotten them though... Just call me and i WILL be there for you.
♣ It's just that, It hurts to know that there's a distance and we won't be as close as we used to. Sigh, I really wish college could last forever. I had my closest high school friends as my housemates and i found the best friends i could only dream of. And i found you.
♣ I think too much. I wake up from my dreams crying sometimes. Sometimes because of a friend. Might be my family or even you. I cry and get depressed when I'm drunk. I'm just weird. sorry.


♣♣ Like an instrument for a song
- Like the sun for tomorrow's dawn
- Every moment of time's just an answer to find
- What you're here for, what you breathe for
- What you wake for, What you bleed for.

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Friday, March 11, 2011 , 12:41:00 AM


It all started when i was checking out friends for sale. Then the heartache came back.
Found a song that suited my feelings perfectly. Shall use it's lyrics to put this post into fitting pieces.

I know that I'm selfish, I know that it's bad.
But suddenly I'm back to the core.
I'm worried that she's still on your mind, that her who had you before.
Did you love her the way you love me?
Were you as good as you are now? or better?
Is there a chance that there might be traces of her that you care about still?
The doubts and thoughts of you and her drive me mad.

What do you feel towards me, i want to know.
Every time we touch,I'm doubting that you can be real, to the point where I wonder if I could ever be luckier.I just know that I want to believe that it's real.
Minutes are longer when we are apart. And when we're together, I dread the goodbye.

Everything i keep under the surface. Yet silence speaks louder than words.




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