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♣ The name's Zanny... which means adventurous, crazy... ♣ Still considering what permanent job I want for the rest of my life. ♣ Loves: Wolves, dogs, MY cello, looking at clouds, My family and... you know who you are. ♣ Hates: Backstabbers? people who talk without using their brains first? you get the point. ♣ Dreams of: Having a 9-5 job that pays well. Have my own house where i can provide a living heaven for my dogs. Live a peaceful life with those i hold dear to. Have a family. Die peacefully. ♣ I'm just an ordinary girl, living in a extraordinary world. Longing for time to myself where i can just sit down with my dogs by my side, sipping tea and looking at the clouds drift by. ♣ I hate pain and am really sensitive to pain. Hates people randomly slapping me, I don't care whether it's a light pat or a tight slap. ♣ I'm very anti social and hates the effort of reconnecting with people. It doesn't mean I don't care or I've forgotten them though... Just call me and i WILL be there for you. ♣ It's just that, It hurts to know that there's a distance and we won't be as close as we used to. Sigh, I really wish college could last forever. I had my closest high school friends as my housemates and i found the best friends i could only dream of. And i found you. ♣ I think too much. I wake up from my dreams crying sometimes. Sometimes because of a friend. Might be my family or even you. I cry and get depressed when I'm drunk. I'm just weird. sorry. ♣♣ Like an instrument for a song - Like the sun for tomorrow's dawn - Every moment of time's just an answer to find - What you're here for, what you breathe for - What you wake for, What you bleed for. Tagboard
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Saturday, February 5, 2011
, 7:10:00 AM
⇨Where are you? Sucks when you're the one waiting all the time. *** *** *** OK. I KNOW i'm supposed to be studying and all. I did! i really really did! So just spare me my night times please. =( Hmm... i actually posted this blog entry cuz i was waiting for someone. And i was starting to get a bit pissed. Hmm... When i had just uploaded the photo, that person appeared. LOL... and cuz of sucky connection and natural need's... Now my wait is probably in vain. "NICE"... and just found out that that person only misses me a bit. Heartbroken. =( What happened to kinda disappointed now. To those who are thinking "wtf, You're still fussing over these stuff instead of more important ones?" Don't worry guys. I have truly been awakened by all the scoldings and advices. =( It wasn't pleasant, but it made an impact. I AM working towards achieving something. But i have to admit. I can't really get him outta my head just like that. =( I'm a sucker when it comes to this so... yea... pls forgive me. I WILL ensure that i don't end up like "someone". I'm not crazy to that extend. =) |