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♣ The name's Zanny... which means adventurous, crazy...
♣ Still considering what permanent job I want for the rest of my life.
♣ Loves: Wolves, dogs, MY cello, looking at clouds, My family and... you know who you are.
♣ Hates: Backstabbers? people who talk without using their brains first? you get the point.
♣ Dreams of: Having a 9-5 job that pays well. Have my own house where i can provide a living heaven for my dogs. Live a peaceful life with those i hold dear to. Have a family. Die peacefully.
♣ I'm just an ordinary girl, living in a extraordinary world. Longing for time to myself where i can just sit down with my dogs by my side, sipping tea and looking at the clouds drift by.
♣ I hate pain and am really sensitive to pain. Hates people randomly slapping me, I don't care whether it's a light pat or a tight slap.
♣ I'm very anti social and hates the effort of reconnecting with people. It doesn't mean I don't care or I've forgotten them though... Just call me and i WILL be there for you.
♣ It's just that, It hurts to know that there's a distance and we won't be as close as we used to. Sigh, I really wish college could last forever. I had my closest high school friends as my housemates and i found the best friends i could only dream of. And i found you.
♣ I think too much. I wake up from my dreams crying sometimes. Sometimes because of a friend. Might be my family or even you. I cry and get depressed when I'm drunk. I'm just weird. sorry.


♣♣ Like an instrument for a song
- Like the sun for tomorrow's dawn
- Every moment of time's just an answer to find
- What you're here for, what you breathe for
- What you wake for, What you bleed for.

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Tuesday, October 26, 2010 , 10:20:00 AM


OMG!!! Seriously... exam sucks... Especially when you have LOTS of time to spare between papers... zzz... it doesn't help... AT ALL!! Therefore... I have lifelessly wasted MOST of my time playing... argh... feeling really really REALLY guilty right now... T.T... SUCKS!!! Anyway... wanted to spit some thoughts out... so... the remaining will be in chinese!! XD

miss blogging in chinese SO much!!! XD XD

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无奈。。。无力。。。想着想着。。。为何你会那么害怕呢?若喜欢就去追求吧?对你而言应该不难吧?爱情失败也好,被拒绝也好。。。至少要试过才放弃吧?没试过就说没可能。。。看着你,用那么温柔的眼神,悲伤的笑容看着她的背影。。。连我都无奈了。。。啊!!算啦。。你的事。。。从今以后我都懒得管了。。。至少现在我应该做的是躲起来好好疗伤。。。吧?追着你跑还真累。。。

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介绍一首歌给所有女生!!

刺猬-温岚  作词:小路 作曲:郑胜元
   最后一抹的微笑
 在转身之后 我闭上眼哭了
 仅存的一点点骄傲
  华丽的外表终于丢掉
 很彷徨很孤单
 是寂寞或悲惨
 一个人该怎么办
 像是刺猬般防范
 伪装的勇敢
 不轻易让你看穿 
我以为可以很坦然
 面对分开时不觉得伤感
 然而将灯关上 一片无声黑暗 
 心痛的大声呼喊 
我想我没那么坚强
 每个女孩其实一样 
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
 却都害怕爱让人受伤 
承认我没那么坚强 
 不过是一而再的逞强 
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
 刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧
 像是刺猬般防范 伪装的勇敢
 不轻易让你看穿 
我以为可以很坦然 
面对分开时不觉得伤感
 然而将灯关上 一片无声黑暗
 心痛的大声呼喊
 我想我没那么坚强 
每个女孩其实一样 
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
 却都害怕爱让人受伤 
承认我没那么坚强 
 不过是一而再的逞强 
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
 刺猬的坚强全都是假象
 我想我没那么坚强
 每个女孩其实一样 
渴望着爱情的好
 渴望被拥抱
 却都害怕爱让人受伤
 承认我没那么坚强
  不过是一而再的逞强 
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
  刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧
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It's the second song in my music player... =)





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