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♣ The name's Zanny... which means adventurous, crazy... ♣ Still considering what permanent job I want for the rest of my life. ♣ Loves: Wolves, dogs, MY cello, looking at clouds, My family and... you know who you are. ♣ Hates: Backstabbers? people who talk without using their brains first? you get the point. ♣ Dreams of: Having a 9-5 job that pays well. Have my own house where i can provide a living heaven for my dogs. Live a peaceful life with those i hold dear to. Have a family. Die peacefully. ♣ I'm just an ordinary girl, living in a extraordinary world. Longing for time to myself where i can just sit down with my dogs by my side, sipping tea and looking at the clouds drift by. ♣ I hate pain and am really sensitive to pain. Hates people randomly slapping me, I don't care whether it's a light pat or a tight slap. ♣ I'm very anti social and hates the effort of reconnecting with people. It doesn't mean I don't care or I've forgotten them though... Just call me and i WILL be there for you. ♣ It's just that, It hurts to know that there's a distance and we won't be as close as we used to. Sigh, I really wish college could last forever. I had my closest high school friends as my housemates and i found the best friends i could only dream of. And i found you. ♣ I think too much. I wake up from my dreams crying sometimes. Sometimes because of a friend. Might be my family or even you. I cry and get depressed when I'm drunk. I'm just weird. sorry. ♣♣ Like an instrument for a song - Like the sun for tomorrow's dawn - Every moment of time's just an answer to find - What you're here for, what you breathe for - What you wake for, What you bleed for. Tagboard
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Thursday, February 4, 2010
, 4:03:00 AM
⇨Bloody day! 我的希望。就像要把天空拉下来的难。 Shit! Bloody hell!! today is like... the WORST day of my life!!!! >.< Morning and afternoon was still like normal... Then it was during the evening... Because of SKY ADVENTURE CLUB! carlmann.... you're one of the reasons I got involved... >.< We had to play this treasure hunt game... which I must say is interesting... BUT! It was SO DAMN TIRING!!! and I was SO HUNGRY!!! =.= And worse of all...We had to walk to this location which is beside a lake out of the campus... Then... on our way to the next "station" it started to RAIN!!! I was like... BLOODY HELL!!! and we had to RUN!!! which I'm sure all of you know I suck at running... And it makes me get frustrated... which leaves me in a really crabby mood... Ugh!! Thank god carlmann's mom was willing... or mayb not... to send me home... whew... thanks carlmann~~~ ^^ As if that's not bad enough.... I went home... and found out that I'm running out of money... and I need to pay a senior money tomorrow for some books... So... I had to walk all the way to public bank! Which is a 20 mins walk!!!! good thing hein was helpful enough to accompany me... thanks hein!!!! ^^ Then... on our way home... we got ourselves some drinks... which included a big bottle of 7Up... OMG... that shop!!! The plastic bag was SO thin!!! When the guy put the drinks in a plastic bag... I just grabed the bag and suddenly... The plastib bag BROKE!!! I was like... SHIT!!!! shit shit shit!!! After that the next few bags broke again... and the drinks went tumbling down 3 times... jeez!!! Then when we went home... I got really thirsty so I decided to open the 7 Up... And I forgot that the bottle dropped... and... The 7 up came BURSTING out of the god damned bottle... I was like... FUCKING BLOODY HELL!!! And that really pissed me of... untill now... hz... jezz... really a bloody day... And this morning I even said to myself... "wow... I think today will be a good day~" =.=lll ... Look what I ended up having to face! ******************* 我非常希望可以发生。。。但是我知道,有些事是不可能的。。。 所以,我一定会努力去忘记它。 |