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♣ The name's Zanny... which means adventurous, crazy...
♣ Still considering what permanent job I want for the rest of my life.
♣ Loves: Wolves, dogs, MY cello, looking at clouds, My family and... you know who you are.
♣ Hates: Backstabbers? people who talk without using their brains first? you get the point.
♣ Dreams of: Having a 9-5 job that pays well. Have my own house where i can provide a living heaven for my dogs. Live a peaceful life with those i hold dear to. Have a family. Die peacefully.
♣ I'm just an ordinary girl, living in a extraordinary world. Longing for time to myself where i can just sit down with my dogs by my side, sipping tea and looking at the clouds drift by.
♣ I hate pain and am really sensitive to pain. Hates people randomly slapping me, I don't care whether it's a light pat or a tight slap.
♣ I'm very anti social and hates the effort of reconnecting with people. It doesn't mean I don't care or I've forgotten them though... Just call me and i WILL be there for you.
♣ It's just that, It hurts to know that there's a distance and we won't be as close as we used to. Sigh, I really wish college could last forever. I had my closest high school friends as my housemates and i found the best friends i could only dream of. And i found you.
♣ I think too much. I wake up from my dreams crying sometimes. Sometimes because of a friend. Might be my family or even you. I cry and get depressed when I'm drunk. I'm just weird. sorry.


♣♣ Like an instrument for a song
- Like the sun for tomorrow's dawn
- Every moment of time's just an answer to find
- What you're here for, what you breathe for
- What you wake for, What you bleed for.

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Thursday, February 4, 2010 , 4:03:00 AM

我的希望。就像要把天空拉下来的难。



Shit! Bloody hell!! today is like... the WORST day of my life!!!! >.<
Morning and afternoon was still like normal... Then it was during the evening...
Because of SKY ADVENTURE CLUB! carlmann.... you're one of the reasons I got involved... >.<
We had to play this treasure hunt game... which I must say is interesting... BUT!
It was SO DAMN TIRING!!! and I was SO HUNGRY!!! =.=
And worse of all...We had to walk to this location which is beside a lake out of the campus...
Then... on our way to the next "station" it started to RAIN!!!
I was like... BLOODY HELL!!! and we had to RUN!!! which I'm sure all of you know I suck at running...
And it makes me get frustrated... which leaves me in a really crabby mood... Ugh!!
Thank god carlmann's mom was willing... or mayb not... to send me home...
whew... thanks carlmann~~~ ^^
As if that's not bad enough.... I went home... and found out that I'm running out of money...
and I need to pay a senior money tomorrow for some books... So...
I had to walk all the way to public bank! Which is a 20 mins walk!!!!
good thing hein was helpful enough to accompany me... thanks hein!!!! ^^
Then... on our way home... we got ourselves some drinks... which included a big bottle of 7Up...
OMG... that shop!!! The plastic bag was SO thin!!! When the guy put the drinks in a plastic bag...
I just grabed the bag and suddenly... The plastib bag BROKE!!!
I was like... SHIT!!!! shit shit shit!!!
After that the next few bags broke again... and the drinks went tumbling down 3 times...
jeez!!! Then when we went home... I got really thirsty so I decided to open the 7 Up...
And I forgot that the bottle dropped... and...
The 7 up came BURSTING out of the god damned bottle... I was like... FUCKING BLOODY HELL!!!
And that really pissed me of... untill now... hz... jezz... really a bloody day...
And this morning I even said to myself... "wow... I think today will be a good day~"
=.=lll ... Look what I ended up having to face!

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我非常希望可以发生。。。但是我知道,有些事是不可能的。。。
所以,我一定会努力去忘记它。



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